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During this time, Ethan's family began to show serious concern over his mental state. Their family's financial state had worsened which added to the already large weight of having little to show for two years of work due to a lack of funding. Ethan's brother, Miles, began to suspect Ethan of harboring symptoms of [[schizophrenia]] deriving from Ethan's speach and mannerisms. |
During this time, Ethan's family began to show serious concern over his mental state. Their family's financial state had worsened which added to the already large weight of having little to show for two years of work due to a lack of funding. Ethan's brother, Miles, began to suspect Ethan of harboring symptoms of [[schizophrenia]] deriving from Ethan's speach and mannerisms. |
Revision as of 23:00, 8 December 2010
Ethan Ash Casner | |
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Pen name | Theodore "Shakkles" Ganes |
Occupation | Video Game Developer, Musician, Project Manager |
Genre | Science Fiction, Heavy Metal |
Literary movement | Atheism |
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Ethan Ash Casner (October 2, 1980 ? ) is an American Video Game Developer and Musician as well as the creator of the Divergence universe and founder of Stainglass Llama.
Biography
Early years
Because he avoids speaking about his younger life, exact details of where and when Ethan was born and raised are as of yet, factually unsubstantiated. It is commonly accepted he was born in Decatur, Illinois on October 2, 1980 as the eldest son of Kenneth and Donna Casner.
2006-2007
Casner's relationship to (name redacted) had become increasingly volatile. She had finally turned old enough to buy her own alcohol and that coupled with her inherit bouts of violence and infidelity (likely attributed to Bipolar Disorder) made an already volatile situation even worse. Relations strained to where at one point reportedly Casner (in a phone conversation to her grandparents) requested they "take her back". The resulting argument and refusal of Casner to apologize ended in her punching him in the face, resulting in a broken nose. Such injuries were common in their relationship however.
In 2006, Casner began dreaming a dream of creating his own MMORPG and after describing the idea to friends Rick Chidress, Chris "Alam" Flak and Trevor Travis, the group agreed to form Stainglass Llama LLC with "independently wealthy" Travis as the financier for the project. Casner began quickly putting the ideas and concepts he had amassed for years into form and gave it a name, "Divergence". This name would have a dual-nature, describing himself it's "mentally divergent" creator and also the game's (and subsequent IPs) underlying theme of a new vision of the future, and it's "divergence" from the path all others have traveled before it into something new and unseen.
2007-2008
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"Sometimes, something happens to you that is so devastating that your life seems forever divided in half; That which came before, and that which has come since."
Casner's girlfriend and longtime fiancée at the time (name redacted), had been living together in a house they bought years before when the two finally split over her most recent affair, this time with one of Casner's closest friends. Although far from her first affair, this pushed Casner over the edge, sending him into a spiraling depression over the betrayal. Unable to eat due to Bleeding ulcers forming in his stomach, Casner's weight dropped to staggering lows as he grasped to come to terms with the obliteration of the life he knew previously. However his former fiancée would not go so easily. During this time she would make many attempts to regain him sometimes violently
As winter approached, Casner began to slowly regain his health and strength, however friends would note he was not the same person. After a brief interlude in November of 2007, Casner allowed her to revisit his life for Thanksgiving only to result in serious injury to both his eyes, nearly resulting in permanent blindness and crippling him for over a month. Ethan began working out intensely as a means of coping with depression and loss. The Ethan Casner that emerged in 2008 was far removed from the person friends and family had recalled.
By the time January of 2008 came around Casner had been spending every waking hour furiously constructing the framework for his most important project to date, Divergence and also a business entity to facilitate it's development, "Stainglass Llama". Casner began spending a fanatical-amount of hours devoting himself to the creation of his brave new world and all within it. He grew a beard and by this time relied completely on wearing glasses due to his severely-impaired vision. The subsequent world that was created in his mind slowly began to express itself more and more in the real world through the increased capabilities of Divergence: Online. For the first time, the character, places, and events taking place only in Casner's tortured mind were taking form and moving about. They were walking, talking, and rapidly growing.
"It was the small things. You'd see him occasionally walk around something that wasn't there, lash out at a comment that nobody made... The worst part was, I started to suspect that he was, at least on some level, aware of what was happening to him. Like... he'd look like he was actively trying to ignore someone who was talking to him that you couldn't see or hear. It was tough."
During this time, Ethan's family began to show serious concern over his mental state. Their family's financial state had worsened which added to the already large weight of having little to show for two years of work due to a lack of funding. Ethan's brother, Miles, began to suspect Ethan of harboring symptoms of schizophrenia deriving from Ethan's speach and mannerisms.
Later confronted about the issue, Casner reportedly began to weep openly and confess that he had begun heavy dosages of Sertraline (a potent antidepressant) and Seroquel (a powerful antipsychotic). What was worse was that he apparently had been having a mild allergic reaction to the [[Sertraline] resulting in "his entire face feeling like it's on fire". Casner however continued to take it in heavy dosage as between the two available medications, Casner reported they slightly lessened the ongoing sense of loss he felt on a daily basis. This diversion of emotional pain to physical pain, Casner stated "allowed him to function and do what he needed to do right now". However he agreed to stop taking Seroquel when he was convinced it was having a reverse affect on him, inducing medicinal psychosis.
2008-2010
Over a two-year span of time, Casner began to find success as a game developer however the snail's pace continued to take a sizable toll on his mental state. Although small-time angel investor's had come through, they were the only ones. In truth the large-scale funding Stainglass Llama had been promised never came through as Ethan began to fully accept that his longtime friend and colleague Trevor Travis was all but a fraud. Since 2006 in fact, Travis had been seeding Casner, Childress, and Flak that he was "independently wealthy" and wished to fully-fund the project provided ample time to liquidate his assets. However in almost three years time not a single penny had entered Stainglass Llama from Travis despite weekly reassurances. Upon realization of this reality, Childress and Flak both abandoned the project. Refusing to concede defeat, Casner alone soldiered on, re-filing Stainglass Llama LLC as Stainglass Llama Corp and refusing to miss a step despite an entire ocean of funding separating the project from completion.
Health
Physically, Howard had a weak heart, which was treated by taking digitalis.[1] Diagnosis stated that his heart had a mild tendency to race under stress and a heavy blow to his chest could be fatal.[2][3] This almost happened in a traffic accident on December 29, 1933. However he escaped with just bruised ribs.[4][5]
Religious Views
Ethan refers to himself as a "Militant Atheist". Whereas many atheists actively avoid confrontation with religion and it's practitioners, Ethan is known for actively speaking out against this practice, which he believes to be a great apathy currently in the modern world. In Casner's opinion, the only way for the world to truly progress is to take an active approach towards stamping out religious beliefs founded on ancient superstitions which are no longer relevant. The methods of this ideology run the gambit from refusal to swear upon a Holy Bible in court proceedings to even the more overt, such as phasing out religious phrases such as "thank god" in everyday life.
To Casner, religious beliefs (especially Christianity, Islam, and Judaism) are at their least, embarrassing and at their worst, extremely detrimental to the evolution and growth of humanity as a species.
Casner openly endorses the controversial (and illegal) practice of Church burnings and believes that "so long as the progressive and truly intelligent people of the world continue to tolerate well-known criminal organizations such as the Catholic Church, the evils of religion will continue."
Influences
Casner was heavily influenced by comedians who tend to be philosophical in nature, such as Bill Hicks, David Cross, and icons such as Christopher Hitchens; generally individuals whose careers are/were based on progressive-minded action rather than just words.
Themes
This burning hatred of all theistic faiths is evident in virtually all of the projects and tasks Casner devotes himself to, even going so far as to remove all mention of a God or Deities from anything related to Divergence, even renaming commonly used words and phrases such as Christmas to Xmas. These themes are based on the mindset prominent in Casner's work that religious debate and recognition of the current times is an issue that will rapidly fade from relevancy and daily life in the future. Therefore, being as the Divergence Universe exists in said future, religion's presense is severely limited.
Sources
- Blosser, Fred (1997), "The Star Rover and 'The People of the Night'", The Dark Man (4): 16–18
- ^ Lord (1976, p. 77)
- ^ Lord (1976, p. 77)
- ^ Burke (¶ 13)
- ^ Lord (1976, p. 76)
- ^ Burke (¶ 40)