Out of My Mind (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)

"Out of My Mind" is the fourth episode of season 5 of the television show Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

Plot synopsis

At the cemetery, Buffy stalks her vampire prey, killing several new vampires with a little unwanted help from both Riley and Spike. Riley demonstrates quite a bit of enthusiasm and new strength while fighting. As Buffy and Riley leave, Spike swears to taste Buffy's blood, but as he walks off, he falls into an open grave. Buffy and Willow argue over a topic from class and discuss Buffy's busy schedule.

Buffy arrives at the magic shop to train and is pleasantly surprised to see that the backroom has been transformed into an amazing training room. Harmony seeks Spike and his help because she is frightened that Buffy is out to destroy her. The two conspire to kill the Slayer. While Joyce makes breakfast for Dawn, she briefly wonders who Dawn is before collapsing onto the floor.

At the hospital, an intern informs Buffy and Riley that Joyce will be fine but that doctors aren't sure what caused her to collapse. Dawn is playing with a stethoscope and when she listens to Riley's heart, she finds that it is racing much faster than normal. After listening to Riley's heart, a doctor recommends that he stay in the hospital at the high risk of a heart attack. Buffy tries to think of a way to help Riley and finally resolves to go to Riley's place and contact the Initiative via the bugs in his room.

Still part of the government, Graham tries to force Riley to see a doctor, but Riley is stronger than Graham and the other agents and gets away. After speaking with Graham later that day, Buffy takes it upon herself to get Riley to a doctor before he dies. Buffy gives Spike information about the doctor that can help Riley hoping that the vampire could help find Riley and bring him there. Instead, Spike and Harmony go to the doctor and try to force him to remove the chip.

Buffy finds Riley in the Initiative caves, punching into rock because he can't feel any pain. He tells her that he's afraid he won't be enough for her once he lets the doctors operate on him. After convincing Riley to get medical attention, Buffy brings him to the hospital and finds the doctor gone. Just after the doctor finishes sewing up Spike's skull, Buffy arrives with Riley and a fight ensues. As he tries to bite the Slayer, Spike finds that the doctor only pretended to remove the chip from his head.

The doctor is able to operate successfully on Riley. Later, Graham talks with Riley and tells him he no longer has a purpose in Sunnydale. Without the Initiative, he's nothing. Buffy shows up at Spike's crypt, ready to stake him. He's willing to let it happen, daring her to put him out of the misery of living in a world with her in it, being everywhere he turns, ruining everything he plans. She pauses, confused, stake raised, and then hesitates. They stare at each other for a moment, and then he pulls her into a passionate kiss. She pulls back, shocked, but then returns to the embrace. She tells Spike "I want you", and he tells her "Buffy, I love you. God, I love you so much." Spike then awakens, horror-struck beside a still-sleeping Harmony, desperate to deny that the dream was real: "Oh, God no. Please, no."

Acting

Starring

Guest starring

Co-starring

Dierdre Holder as Hospital Doctor

Production details

Music

Nickelback - "Breathe"

Translations

Italian title: "Fuori di testa" ("Out of mind")
German title: "Die Initiative lässt grüßen" ("Greetings from the Initiative")
French title: "Quand Spike s'en mêle" ("When Spike Interferes")
Spanish title: "Salir de Mi Mente" ("Out of My mind")
Japanese title: "心ここにあらず" ("Kokorokoko Ni Arazu" - "Here In Body, But Not In Spirit")

Quotes and trivia

In keeping with one of the themes of the season first raised by Dracula in the first episode of Season 5, "Buffy vs. Dracula," the show opens with Buffy atop a crypt, lying in wait. She surveys the graveyard, and then 'pounces', killing a vampire before it even rises from the grave.

Before Harmony barges into Spike's crypt, he is watching an episode of the WB's Dawson's Creek, a show that Mercedes McNab, as well as many other Buffy actors, have guest starred on, which is not surprising, as, at the time, both were on the same network.

Spike rants that Buffy is always there "with her fancy shampoo commercial hair". Sarah Michelle Geller had been getting consistent commercial work for Shampoo, and Makeup at the time.

Continuity

Arc significance

This episode shows Spike discovering his love for Buffy, much to his horror. Spike's feelings for Buffy will continue and develop until the end of the series.

This episode is also the first to hint at Willow's preference for using magic when not strictly necessary and Tara's unease with her power and attitude.

Joyce has her first outward sign of a head problem, which also produces another instance of someone with distorted perception being able to tell that Dawn is not human.

Ben is introduced in this episode as the medical intern, though his significance as Glory has not been introduced yet.

This episode is the last time the Sunnydale High from seasons 1-3 is shown on screen (albeit in its destroyed state).

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